H for Heart

It is a part of me,

Not a piece of toy.

It has feelings and emotions,

Stop making it a part of your ploy.

The looks in your eyes,

It was all but fake.

I fell for the person,

The amazing man you could make.

The long walks, those never ending talks.

Were they all a part of your game?

Because the moments we had,

Never made me feel the same.

The things you said, the promises you made,

Still lingers in my mind.

Was I not good enough for you?

Or another girl did you find?

I never told you how amazing you are,

Couldn’t express or tell you my dear.

You are a shining star,

Then and now, you are so far.

If our paths ever meet,

I wish you remember me and greet.

Knowing this existence wasn’t our destiny,

I dream of the future, to suppress the agony.

I wish our “if only” could come true,

A life I could have with you.

In my heart will you always be,

When I close my eyes, your face I still see.

With Love,

V_RinkiD_V

So what?! I am Different!

Be mature, don’t be reckless, be sure of what you are doing- these are all the things our parents tell us. The real world in which we live, portrays a whole different scenario.

You be mature, you are called a grandma,
You don’t be reckless, and you are thought of as a bore.

You are surrounded by people who are so different from what you are, that if you don’t become like them, you can’t survive. At the same time, the whole faking drama makes you suffocate within and all you want to do then is run away, scream out loud and say

“So what?! I am Different”.

But you have to pay the price for being different right?

You tend to find some people, whom you eventually end up liking. The attraction is innocent and slowly grows onto you. However, the attraction is forbidden and you know that! Your head tells you - this is a huge mistake, don’t go any further, but all you want to do is listen to the voice of your heart. You know that you have never felt anything like is ever before! Your heart skips a beat when you see him, you heart pounds so fast that it leaves an ache for several minutes, your mood uplifts by just a glimpse of him, your day just gets better when you talk to him, and your life seems perfect at that point of time. The meetings you have, the secret conversations you make all takes up a special place in your heart.

But like fairytales, life is not filled with happily ever after. The dream you had been building had to come crashing down for all he wanted was “fun”, so what if you wanted a relationship, for him it was only “we are just friends”, even though you wanted a “forever”.

All the walks you took, all the talks you had, all the time you spent with him thinking of how perfect it was will only last as a memory, because he never wanted the same things as you did.

Like the waves wash away the footprints,
He erased the memories, the time spent like it meant nothing.

P.S. - Dedicated to my Roomie dearest. You will find your guy. Greater things await!! :*